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Excerpt:
The world ended on a Saturday in spring. Beautiful.
Sunny. The sort of afternoon that pulled New Yorkers from their hibernation,
urging them to shed their floor-length coats and stiletto boots, to let the sun
kiss their pale skin once more.
When the earthquake began, my mother and I were in
Central Park. "Pedal!" I remember her shouting. "Pedal!"
And I did. My little legs pumped in circles, my heart lifted as I felt her fingers
release the bike, and suddenly I was riding on my own. For the first time. The
breeze whipped against my grinning cheeks, stinging my eyes.
But then the ground shook. The earth began to
tremble. And I had no hope. In a flash, I was on the ground, sandwiched against
the concrete as screams rose around me. Darkness stole my vision as my mother's
arms encircled me, hugged me closer. Teeth chattering, I tried to be strong.
But tears leaked from my eyes, the cries of a baby. Shame burned my chest.
Time passed but my young mind had lost count.
Minutes. Hours. I still don't really know. But when the ground stilled, I woke
to a new world.
My mother was frozen with shock, so I had to pull
against her hold, straining to see. Over her shoulder, south, I saw smoke and
ash rising like clouds over my skyline. The trees looked gray, the sky washed
out. Faint outlines of buildings were only just visible through the fog, a mix
of skyscrapers still standing or leveled to the ground.
I looked at my mother. Her arms had fallen mutely to
her side. I'll never forget her green eyes, pulled so taut I swore they were
about to snap. Her lips were just slightly open.
"Mommy?"
But she didn’t hear. Something behind me had her so
transfixed that even her only child, her little girl, could not shake the
alarm.
So I turned.
New York was gone.
Like a line driven through the ground, we stood on
one side with the past while our future rested a few feet away. A future that
was backward in time.
Atop a hill, a giant castle rose from the ground,
surrounded by green lawns where apartments used to stand. At its base were
stone houses, smoking from fires. Horses. Carriages. Carts. And people. People
dressed in dull brown clothes looked at us just as we looked at them—confused
and terrified.
And then she appeared.
Her gown sparkled in the sun, brilliant red popping
against a dull backdrop, cinching in at the waist and then expanding into a
magnificent skirt billowing in the breeze. Silky white gloves encased her
hands. Jewels dripped around her thin neck. Pins held her hair so that it
curled elegantly down her back, and resting right above her forehead was a
golden crown.
My eyes went straight to her.
A princess. I knew she would save us. I had seen it
before, so many times, so many princesses saving the day.
I ran to her, crossing the threshold without
hesitation as my mother screamed at me to come back. My mom was an adult. And
adults didn’t believe in these things. I knew she would see my side if I could
just get the princess to help us.
She knelt as I approached. A wide inviting smile
spread across her face. Her arms caught me.
"What is your name child?" Her voice was
warm. It soothed me, relaxed me, filled me with hope.
"Jade."
She brushed my bangs from my forehead, kissed it softly.
"Would you like me to help you? To make all of
your fears go away?"
"Yes!" I wanted to run to my mom, to show
her she didn’t need to be afraid. The princess would help us. But I couldn't.
Something stopped me.
A hand pressed against my chest, pricked my skin.
I looked up at the princess, struggling to break
free of her hold, when a freeze snatched my heart, so cold that it burned. I
tried to speak, but I was frozen. My limbs grew heavy, my lips felt fat, my
vision started to spot.
"Don't worry, little Jade. I'm just putting you
to sleep for a little while. You'll wake up soon."
I did. In a cell with other frightened girls. But I
never felt the same. Icy. That's what some of us started calling it, this
feeling like our hearts won't thaw. Even a fire doesn't warm me. I am hard.
Frigid. Emotionless. Sometimes I think I must still be caught in a long dream.
But time has only made me tougher.
Now I know the princess by another name, Queen
Deirdre, the Ice Queen.
And I wish I could say I was the hero of the story.
A resister. A rebel. Someone who lived to bring an end to the queen who stole
my childhood—my mother, my life, my very world.
But I'm not.
I'm not the good guy.
I'm the one who puts the good guys in their graves.
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