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CHAPTER
ONE
Eternal Life
Mardi Gras
New Orleans
The fake ID was working a treat. I was drunk. Possibly too drunk. The
last time I had gone out with my friends, the fake ID I had used then had
lasted exactly three bars before somebody had realized it was fake, and
confiscated it. With this in mind, we had drunk a little quicker in the first
few bars, expecting the same to happen again. It hadn’t; but by that time, I
didn’t care.
It was my twentieth birthday, and I was celebrating it in the heart of
New Orleans; bar-hopping along Bourbon Street, which is exactly the last place
I wanted to be.
I had spent the first thirteen years of my life living in a small town in
the north of the United Kingdom. For as long as I could remember my birthdays
had been spent with my mum and dad, camped out in the living room in a
makeshift fort, eating ice cream and watching movies. On my thirteenth
birthday, I had kicked up a fuss and told them I was too old to be camping in
forts, ignored the hurt look on my parent’s faces, and gone out with my
friends. Three weeks later they died in a car accident.
Not long after that, arrangements have been made for me to go live with
my aunt Sarah in New Orleans. Seven years later, I still hadn’t lost my accent,
or the feeling that I didn’t really belong here.
I looked around the busy bar, spotting the doors to the bathroom, and
after yelling in a friend’s ear that I would be right back, I made my way over.
It wasn’t until I was washing my hands that I realized just how much the world
was spinning. I clutched at the sink and stared at my reflection in the mirror
… I sucked in deep breaths, and decided it was time to switch to water for a
while: the reflection staring back startled me.
My name is Angelina, but everybody calls me Angel. Tonight, my friends
had decided we were celebrating my birthday in fancy dress. The four of them
were dressed as angels. I, on the other hand, was dressed up as the devil. I
had found a slinky red dress, which was short enough that I had left the house
wearing a pair of jeans underneath, because I knew my aunt wouldn’t let me
leave wearing it, regardless of how old I was. The jeans had been quickly
discarded and left in the back of Hannah’s car, along with a more modest pair of
heels. Right now, the matching red heels added an extra 4 inches to my height,
making me over six-foot.
It wasn’t my outfit, however, which had startled me. It was the matching
bright red hair. Normally, my hair hung in loose blonde curls. Earlier in the afternoon
I had taken a bottle of cherry red hair dye to my head and accidentally left
the color on double the recommended time. The result had been an incredibly
vibrant head of hair. I’d also taken the time, along with three bottles of hair
spray, to flick out all of the layers. Thankfully, I would be able to wash the
color out before I could get used to it.
I finished washing my hands, and quickly dabbed my face with cold water,
avoiding my eyes even though my normally green eyes were now bloodshot. I didn’t
want my make-up to run.
I stepped out of the bathroom and walked straight into a wall. Or at
least, that’s what it felt like. When the wall stepped back, and a pair of arms
grabbed my shoulders to steady me, I realized that the wall was in fact, a person.
“I’m so sorry,” I said, looking up. Further apologies died in my throat.
My gaze was met by a pair of mesmerizing, warm brown eyes.
The eyes narrowed in concern. “Are you okay?”
I opened my mouth, ready to start apologizing again, when a hand grabbed mine
and spun me around. “Nina is bored of the music,” Rachel told me. “We’re going
to the next bar.”
I scowled at my friend, and glanced back, seeking out those brown eyes
again. Only they had disappeared, along with the guy they belonged to.
I lasted another two bars, still drinking hurricanes - lethally strong
fruit cocktails made with both dark rum and white rum. By now, the buzzed
feeling had definitely been replaced by double vision and unsteady legs. I
leaned against the wall seeking out any of my friends. When I established they
weren’t there, I left the bar and stepped outside into the street.
By this point, we had made it quite far down Bourbon Street, away from
Canal Street and towards where the bars started thinning out, giving way to a
more residential area. I slowly scanned my surroundings and finally spotted the
white dress of an angel before it disappeared around the corner of one of the
streets off Bourbon.
I stumbled after it, turning the corner. My friends had disappeared
again, but there was only one place down here they could have gone. Midway down
a small crowd had gathered around one of the buildings, from which music with a
heavy bass-line was escaping.
I had to slow my shaky pace and use the walls for support. I was wobbling
past the entrance to an alleyway when a noise caught my attention. The moment I
took a few steps down the alleyway, I knew I had made a mistake. From behind, a
hand clamped over my mouth preventing me from screaming as I was pulled back
against a torso. The next thing I was aware of was several sharp pains in my
abdomen.
At that point, I had stopped trying to pull the hand away from my mouth,
and instead felt my stomach. As my hand touched something wet, I was released.
I fell backwards into the wall, and couldn’t keep myself from sliding down it,
the rough brick scratching at my back, before I collapsed on the ground. I was
too drunk, and too weak to do much more than stare at my hands in the dim
light.
As soon as it dawned on me that I was staring at my own blood, the pain
set in. I opened my mouth, ready to cry for help, but all that came out was a
wet cough.
I must have passed out because I woke up to a hand pressing at my hands
which had been clutching at my stab wounds. “You’re going to die,” a melodic
voice told me. He sounded strangely calm, and strangely familiar. “But you have
a choice about what happens next.”
I stared up at him, trying to make two dancing figures become one. “Help
me,” I rasped, my words quickly turning into a wracking cough.
“I’m trying to,” he sighed, one hand leaving my stomach to grab my elbow.
His hand felt wet. “You need to listen to me carefully. You can either slip
away and have eternal happiness, or you can take the other option. You could
have the chance at eternal life.”
His voice was growing fainter and I was getting colder. I could feel the
flow of blood that had been seeping from the knife wound to my stomach was
slowing as it passed through my fingers.
This wasn’t how I wanted to die. I wanted to be in my bed, as old as science
would allow, surrounded by kids, and grandkids, and great grandkids. I
certainly didn’t want to die slumped against a dirty alley wall off Bourbon
Street, dressed in an outfit that would have onlookers thinking I deserved
this. But I didn’t have any fight left in me. I couldn’t even keep my eyes open
any more.
“I need you to give me an answer,” the voice told me, more urgently now.
There was a moment of warmth as I felt his hand pressed against my face. It was
enough to make my eyes flicker open and find his warm brown ones staring at me.
“I can’t make the decision for you,” he added, his voice softening.
“Save me,” I begged. I think maybe only my lips were moving. All the
strength and energy finally escaped me. The last thing I saw were those two
brown eyes as I closed my own.
* * *
I awoke feeling completely rested. I stretched, pushing out my arms and
legs before allowing my eyes to open. The room I was in was dark, and I could
hardly see anything, but when I reached for the lamp and my hand hit wall, I
knew instantly I wasn’t in my room.
I was in my third year at Tulane University, still trying to work out
what I was going to do next, even though I was ages away from my graduation. I
had done the obligatory first year living in the dorms but had then moved back
into my aunt’s house in Lakeview, an area in the north of the city, as soon as
I had been able to. When I arrived at my aunt’s house seven years ago, Sarah had
given me free reign of how I wanted my bedroom decorated. And this room
definitely wasn’t the large bedroom I was used to. For one, my bed stood in the
middle of the room - it was impossible to reach out and hit wall, unless I was
going behind the large oak headboard.
I closed my eyes trying to remember where I’d gone to sleep. I was supposed
to be staying at Rachel’s. Her parents had gone away for an anniversary cruise,
leaving her at home with her older brother. Only this wasn’t Rachel’s room, nor
was it her spare room.
I couldn’t remember much about my evening’s antics. I sucked in a deep
breath and held it. I didn’t feel hung over, and I certainly didn’t feel drunk
still. But there had to be a reasonable explanation. I sat upright and swung my
feet around, over the edge of the bed. They didn’t hit the ground. I’m on the
taller side of average, measuring in at five feet nine without shoes on. Most
beds are low enough that when I sit on them, my feet touch the floor. My bed is
low anyway - a gorgeous antique four poster that my aunt had acquired from an
auction in Mississippi – and I’m frequently catching my shins on it. This one
was high and, judging from the fact I could feel both sides, a single – an
empty one at that. This was promising in the sense that I hadn’t gone home with
a stranger, but it still didn’t explain where I was.
I gave myself a moment for my eyes to adjust to the darkness. I could
just about make out a chest of drawers and a wardrobe from the little amount of
light that was coming in through the curtains. I walked over to the door,
feeling for the light switch and flicked it on, wincing as the room exploded
into light.
I waited for my eyes to become accustomed to the brightness only to
discover that I was still no closer to recognizing the room. The floor was
wooden and dark, matching the furniture. There was nothing fancy about any of
the pieces in the room; they were very plain, like the furniture in a college
dorm would be. With the exception of the thick claret curtains which matched
the blankets on the bed, I could have sworn I was in a single dorm room that
had yet to be decorated by its occupant. The only thing on the wall and the
only thing that was remotely decorative was the large ornate wooden cross
hanging above the headboard. There wasn’t even a mirror on the wall.
I turned, reaching for the door handle, but stopped, my hand hovering
mid-air. My attention had been distracted by the white lace around my wrist. I
glanced down, my mouth finally dropping open. “What in God’s name am I
wearing?” I muttered as I gaped in horror at the monstrosity that was covering
me.
This was most definitely not the little red dress that I had gone out in.
It was white, came down to my ankles and it hung like a sack. Either someone
with a really weird fetish had kidnapped me and dressed me in a Victorian
nightdress, or I had taken my drunkenness to a whole new level.
I shut my eyes and I took a deep breath, turning the door handle. I
didn’t realize until I exhaled deeply that I had been expecting it to be
locked. The door didn’t creak when it opened. I peeked out into the hallway which
was brightly lit by long fluorescent lighting tubes. The walls were the same
dull cream color as the room I was in, and the woodwork the same dark wood. To
my left, the hallway ended abruptly with a window, again covered in the thick
claret curtains. To my right, the hallway stretched out, a half dozen doors
breaking up the cream.
I stepped out into the corridor and pulled the door closed behind me,
noting the cross with small golden numbers of 238 engraved in the center. My
stomach chose that moment to start churning. Rather than the normal butterflies
feeling, it felt more like there was a flock of geese flying about in there.
I took another deep breath. It still looked like a dorm. I was alive,
unhurt, and dressed … albeit in a very odd outfit, but there was still a small
possibility that I had put it on myself. I walked down the hallway, ignoring
all the numbered doors that I passed, aiming for the one at the end.
This door opened into another hallway, almost identical to the last, and
eventually, another door at the far end. This time the door opened up to the
stairway, the wooden steps curving downwards.
For some reason though, I kept walking past the stairs. It’s hard to
explain but something in my gut was leading me elsewhere. I walked to the other
end of the building and took the last door on the right. This one led to yet
more stairs, stone this time, and less elaborate – like an unlabeled emergency
exit. I followed the flight of stairs down, walked along another corridor, and
then finally, came across a door to the outside.
It was still night time. The inky night had the orange tint to it which
most cities have, the street lights barely making anything other than the moon
visible. It was quiet too, although I could hear noise in the distance – I
don’t think I was too far from Bourbon Street.
I rounded a corner and bit back a scream. It took me a moment to get my
breathing under control as I realized that the thing that had startled me was a
nun. More specifically, it was a statue of a nun with a serene face, her hands
in prayer, glowing in the moonlight.
As I glanced back at the building behind me, another wave of confusion
washed over me as I worked out where I was. The Old Ursuline Convent. It was
situated a few blocks from Bourbon Street, easily in walking distance, but it
was also a museum which certainly should have been closed at this time. I had
been past it a couple of times with my aunt, though never inside it. I was
definitely trespassing, and I still had no recollection of how I had
gotten there.
“What have you done this time?” I asked myself as I hurried for the exit.
I was near the gates when I spotted the light coming from the small church
within the grounds. Again, that same gut pull had me changing direction and
heading to the side door of the church.
This door, like all the others, was unlocked and opened noiselessly.
Inside, although equipped with electric chandeliers, it was lit with hundreds
of candles, bathing the room with a soft and inviting glow. I took a couple of
steps in, looking around in awe.
I’m not religious, I don’t believe in God, and the last time I went to
church, despite my aunt’s disappointment, was the day of my parent’s funeral.
That being said, this church was beautiful.
It was bigger than I expected, with high ceilings and row upon row of
uncomfortable looking wooden pews. Above the main entrance was a gallery which
looked down upon the altar. The altar itself was simply magnificent. There were
columns, gold moldings, and a truly impressive painting of what I would guess
was a depiction of some verse in the Bible – angels flying alongside a man on
the ceiling. It wasn’t the Sistine Chapel, but it was a work of art.
The painting held my attention for so long that I didn’t even notice the
figure that sat a few rows from the front. I walked towards him, my bare feet
hardly making any sound on the marble floor. My eyes nearly popped out of my head
as I drew close. He was wearing a light gray suit with polished shoes: an
outfit that seemed exceedingly expensive, and made him look older than he was.
Looking at his profile, he was only about twenty-five at most. The clothes,
while perfectly fitting, made him look like he was closer to thirty. He was
also beautiful.
If someone could sculpture perfection, he was it. Even sitting down, his
head bowed and lips moving with a silent prayer, I could tell he was tall. His
blonde hair, the color of gold, was kept long enough that it spiked up
slightly.
He wasn’t my type. I go for the tall, dark, and brooding– the polar
opposite of what he seemed to be – but even I had already decided that if he
asked, I was handing my number over.
“Hello, Angel.” He didn’t turn his head.
I blinked. “How do you know my name?” I demanded. My voice felt too loud
for my surroundings, but I had never met this guy before. I would remember
someone that delicious.
He finished his prayer and stood, giving a small nod to the cross. He stepped
out, moving in front of me, but kept a large gap between the two of us as he
considered me.
I glowered back at him, my arms crossing my chest as I inwardly groaned
at the flush I could feel working up my neck and into my cheeks. His eyes were
brown. A warm brown. Somewhere in the recesses of my mind, it sparked a memory,
but it was like trying to grab mist as I tried to place it.
“I read your ID,” he eventually told me.
“What the hell are you doing going through my things?” I demanded. “Where
the hell is my bag?” My arms had started flying around me in a slightly crazed
fashion as I became more annoyed at the thought of him going through my things,
but they suddenly froze. The only ID I’d gone out with was my fake one. “It has
Prudence on my ID,” I said, slowly.
Although his posture remained relaxed, the guy sighed and shifted his
weight. “Will you please not refer to hell in that context within a house of
the Lord?” he requested, politely.
“I will damn well refer to hell all I want to, until you can give me a
reasonable explanation as to why I woke up in a museum in this thing,” I
gestured to the gown. “And why the hell are you going through my belongings?”
His hands slid under his jacket and into his trouser pockets. “You are
dead.”
I snorted, the noise echoing around the room. “Dead?” I repeated. “I’m
walking and talking,” I pointed out. “I’m hardly dead.”
There was another sigh. “You are dead. It is your vessel that is walking
and talking.”
I couldn’t help but pull a face. Gorgeous or not, the guy was insane.
“Whatever,” I told him, turning on my heel and marching for the main door.
“This vessel is walking and talking her way out of here.”
“Stop!” His command echoed loudly around the room.
And I stopped. Trust me – it wasn’t because I wanted to, but because my
feet physically wouldn’t let me. It was as though they were listening to him,
and not me. As if by their own accord, they swiveled on the spot, turning me
back to him. He hadn’t moved. He was still standing, relaxed, with his hands in
his pockets.
I swallowed back the fear that was beginning to build up in the back of
my throat, and I crossed my arms, glaring at him with a false bravado. “Who the
hell are you, and what the hell have you just done to me?”
His eyes narrowed. “Angel, I have asked nicely, now I am telling you: not talk like that in the house of the Lord.”
I was ready to snap back at him that I would talk however the hell I damn
well wanted, but I couldn’t. Just like my feet, my voice didn’t seem to be
under my control either.
His gaze softened and he took a few paces to close the gap between us.
“You are dead,” he told me again, his hands coming to rest on my shoulders.
“You died six months ago. Don’t you remember?”
My brave act crumbled as my bottom lip began to quiver. Great, I was
going to cry. “What do you want from me?” I asked him, my voice breaking. Short
of killing me, I had no idea what the guy wanted, and even if I wanted to
(which I didn’t), I didn’t think I could come up with some form of explanation
as to why I was there. The tears began to leak from my eyes and I quickly
brushed them aside, furious at myself for showing weakness. If he was going to
kill me, I damn well didn’t want to show him how scared I was.
“You don’t remember,” he repeated, this time as a statement. He ushered
me over to the nearest pew and sat me down just before my knees gave out from
under me. “Angel, you died,” he told me again, gently this time. “You were
dying when I found you and I offered you a choice. You chose this.”
“I can’t be dead,” I told him, shaking my head. My hand clutched the back
of the pew in front of me. It just wasn’t possible. “I can feel my heart
beating. I can feel the grain of the wood underneath the polish.”
“You’re going to be an angel,” he said.
I shook my head again. “And how do you know my name?”
“No, you are an angel.”
“I haven’t forgotten my name,” I told him, a hint of ice somehow finding
its way into my tone. “I just don’t understand what you want with me? What have
I done? Why do you want to kill me?”
“Angel,” he said softly, his hand covering the one I was using to clutch
the pew. “I didn’t kill you. I don’t know who did. I gave you a choice between
eternal happiness and eternal life. You chose life. You have been given the opportunity
to earn your wings and become an angel.”
“Become an angel called Angel?” I asked him, pulling my hand free from
under his. “An angel called Angel?” I repeated. Suddenly a glimmer of a memory
hit me. I was back in that alleyway and he was crouched beside me, staring at
me with the same intensity in his chocolate eyes as he was now. “No,” I told
him, finding my feet. “I chose life, not eternal life. I thought you were going
to save me!”
“I did,” he told me, taking a step back. He looked surprised. “You are to
become an angel.”
“I don’t want to be an angel,” I yelled as I pushed past him. “I want to
be me. A normal, human, living, me.” I ran for the door, pushing it open
and stumbling into the street. It was deserted with only a handful of cars
parked in the area.
“Angel, come back here,” the guy ordered, still within the church.
Once again my body seemed to take on a life of its own as my feet carried
me back into the church. He closed the door behind me and watched me warily.
There was no holding back the tears now. I was full on sobbing my heart out.
There were no such things as angels. The guy was a lunatic and he was going to
kill me.
“Okay,” he sighed, slipping his jacket off. He draped it over my
shoulders and led me back to the door I had originally entered the church
through, back into the convent grounds. Somehow, even though there wasn’t a
hint of a breeze, the hundreds of candles extinguished themselves behind us.
He took me back into the main building. In the foyer, behind an elaborate
desk, another guy, almost as good looking as my supposed rescuer, jumped to his
feet. He nodded at us, his eyebrows rising as he saw me. Instead of saying
anything, he just sat back down.
There were more people in on whatever this was, I realized, as I was led
up the wooden staircase and through the doorway directly opposite. This door
led to another staircase, which in turn, opened up into a very large office.
Judging from the slanted ceilings, we were in the attic.
To one side there were two brown leather couches facing each other, a
small wooden coffee table between them. The guy sat me down on one of the
couches before walking over to the sideboard and pouring a glass of clear
liquid from a decanter. He walked back to me, offering the tumbler to me and sat
down on the opposite couch.
I sniffed, wiping my nose and tears away with the back of my hand in a
very unladylike manner. I ignored the un-amused look I was getting and took a
gulp from the glass.
“It’s water,” he confirmed at what I am guessing was a startled look on
my face. I was expecting vodka, and frankly, I was disappointed that I didn’t
have it. “You’re too young to be drinking,” he added.
“Are you going to kill me?” I asked him, refusing to move my gaze from
the glass I was cradling.
The guy sighed, “Angel, you are already dead,” he told me. “You are an angel
Potential.”
I glanced up, surprised to find patience in his eyes, despite the fact he
had told me this several times now. “But there are no such things as angels!” I
told him, a slight hint of desperation tainting my words.
His eyes rose upwards, staring at the ceiling. “It is not mine to
question,” he sighed. “But are you sure you chose the right person?”
I looked up, half expecting a voice to start booming out, but nothing
happened. I lowered my gaze and found the guy staring at me, his eyebrow arched
in mild amusement. I rolled my eyes and took another sip of water. “Fine,” I
groaned. “Let’s just say that for one moment I agree to believe in angels and
all that jazz.” There was another arched eyebrow sent in my direction. I
ignored it. “What on earth would possess you to make me one? I don’t
believe in angels. I don’t believe in Heaven and Hell, and I’m sorry, but I
really don’t believe in God. Surely there are hundreds of other people who are
better suited to this?”
The guy settled back, one arm resting on the arm of the couch. “There
are,” he agreed. “However, there are only a handful of people who can become
an angel. I’m not sure what you’re thinking, but there aren’t as many angels as
you would assume.”
I frowned, trying to remember back to high school when we were supposed
to be studying the Bible in one of our classes. I had spent most of those
hours, staring longingly at the back of Steven Cooper’s head. “I thought you
made thousands of angels?”
The guy gently shook his head. “I didn’t make them. We were
created billions of years ago. Once there were enough to rival every human on
the planet. Today we are vastly outnumbered. A while back we lost some of our
number. A third of us fell and the Fallen have been growing in size while we
remain the same.”
“So this is your recruitment drive? Me?” I was only just stopping myself
from laughing.
He shrugged at me. “Essentially, yes. The world has changed. The
population has increased and we need to increase our numbers to reflect this.
We archangels-”
“Archangels?” I blurted out, cutting him off. “You’re an archangel?”
He nodded. “I am Michael.”
I quickly finished the drink, again wishing it had a kick to it, and
slumped back into the couch.
“We archangels,” he continued, “Were sent to Earth to prepare for war.
Recently, we have set up Houses in strategic locations around the world, to
find as many Potentials as possible to help in the fight against the fallen.”
“Of all the places in the world, you ended up in New Orleans?” I asked,
unable to keep the sarcasm from my voice.
Michael nodded. “Yes,” he agreed, apparently not registering the sarcasm.
“Please,” I muttered, pulling a face. “Hurricanes, poverty, homes that
are never going to be rebuilt, oil spills... this city has had so much crap
thrown at it, and you’re telling me that there are angels here?”
Again, Michael nodded. “Yes. Regardless of what has happened or what is
happening, this city fights.”
Okay, he may have had a point. The citizens of New Orleans were
resilient; I’d give him that. “And you think you’re going to find Potentials
here? Angel Potentials?” My eyes widened. “You think I could be an
archangel? The Archangel Angel?”
“You have the potential, yes,” Michael confirmed. “Assuming you can earn
your wings.”
“But I’m only twenty!” I pointed out to him, awkwardly
scratching my head. “I dropped out of girl scouts before I could earn any
badges and you want me to earn wings?”
About the Author:
Cheryl works in an office by day. By night she leads a (not-so) secret life DJing, and throughout it all, is constantly scribbling away as the plot bunnies demand constant attention.
Her first novel was written when she should have been revising for her exams. While it is unlikely to ever see the light of day, it was the start of long relationship with the evil plot bunnies of doom.
A need to do more than just one subject led her to the University of Hull, where she graduated with an honours degree in American Studies. For the third year of the four year degree, she was able to call Baton Rouge home. Since then, Louisiana has claimed a large chunk of her heart, and remains a place she will always consider home.
LSU was where she discovered FanFiction and currently writes (mainly) CSI:NY stories and a Rescue: Special Ops story.
When not transcribing the stories of the angels and archangels, working, or DJing, she is at the beck and call of three cats – all of whom rank higher in the household than she does.
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