Book One:
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Excerpt
I pulled on the bathroom door and walked out into the small
hallway, straight into Jonah.
“Are you okay?” he asked, his voice laced with concern.
I closed my eyes, searching for calm. “I’m fine.”
“What happened back there?”
Sighing, I took a step away to get some distance from him. “My
fingers got squeezed in the ball return machine. It was stupid.”
“Let me see.” He held his hand out, waiting for me to place
mine in it. I hesitated a moment before laying my fingers over his palm.
“How did it happen?”
“I got distracted.” When I tried to lower my hand, Jonah
wrapped his long fingers around my wrist and held on.
“By what?”
I couldn’t help glaring. Was he serious?
He just looked at me, waiting, like we hadn’t all seen
Parker practically give him a lap dance out there.
“What was that?” I blurted.
“What was what?”
“Are you kidding me? Parker was trying to feed her boobs to
you for lunch, and you didn’t seem to hate it.”
His brow creased. “Is that what distracted you?”
I rolled my eyes. “Yes, it was a little distracting. What
are you doing? I thought you couldn’t stand her.”
Jonah smiled. “Are you jealous, Candy?”
I had just opened my mouth to deny it when his satisfied
smile caused a light bulb to go off in my head. “Were you using her to make me
jealous?”
His smug expression faded. “Maybe I was trying to get your
attention. But I didn’t mean for you to hurt your hand.”
“All that,” I said, waving my arm in the direction of the
alleys, “was to get my attention?”
“Just because you stopped caring about me doesn’t mean I
stopped caring about you. I know it was juvenile, but I’m losing you and I don’t
know what to do about it.”
My pulse quickened at his words, even though they made my
heart feel heavy. When Jonah said he cared about me the first time, it made my
breath catch. Hearing him say it now, my reaction wasn’t any different. It gave
me butterflies and made my insides turn molten.
“I didn’t stop caring about you. I stopped trusting you.” I
licked my lips that suddenly felt dry. “We should get back.”
The harsh set of his jaw told me he didn’t like what I’d
said. His eyes stayed on mine as he moved closer, crowding me, making me step
back until the wall stopped me.
“If you still care, we can get that trust back.”
Emotion was driving him. I could sense it simmering beneath
his skin.
“I do care. But I can’t forget.”
“Maybe I can make you forget.”
He surprised me by pressing his body into mine, and I could
feel his warm breath on my face. Threading his fingers into my hair, he cradled
the side of my head in his palm. It felt so good that I leaned into his touch, and
my eyes fluttered closed.
“Look at me, Candy,” he whispered.
When my gaze collided with his, I saw a storm brewing there.
The next moment his lips were on mine.
I sucked in a harsh breath, instinctively pressing my hands
against his chest. I didn’t let myself kiss him back, even though I wanted to.
It wasn’t until his hands gently cupped my cheeks, urging me to move with him,
that I finally gave in, unable to help myself.
Jonah groaned, pressing even harder into me. His lips were
soft but insistent, and when his tongue slipped into my mouth, I brushed mine
against it. The kiss deepened, and my head spun. I’d nearly forgotten how
strongly I responded to Jonah, wanting to get closer no matter how close we
were, like our bodies needed each other.
It would have been so easy to get lost in his kiss and let
everything else disappear, but my thoughts wouldn’t let me. Despite how perfect
this felt, it wasn’t perfect. All it would do was hurt me more, because despite
what we felt for each other, one kiss changed nothing.
“Candy, please,” he murmured when I went still.
“I can’t,” I said breathlessly.
“Tell me why.”
“You know why.”
Jonah exhaled heavily and lowered his forehead to mine. We
stood there, each of us breathless, the passion of our kiss lingering between
us. He shook his head from side to side before he pushed off the wall and away
from me.
Immediately I felt cold, not just by the loss of his heat,
but also by the chilly look in his eyes. “I don’t like regrets,” he said. “I
never wanted you to be one.”
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